I've decided to stop feeling bad about being disinterested and ambivalent towards my studies, at least as long as I'm passing. It's such a waste of opportunity, I know, and there is so many interesting things to learn, I know, but I can't argue with the immovable any longer. I am here for a degree.
Finding an impossible way into graduate school is as far off as I want it to be, and in honesty I wish it did not stand in the way of my goals. I still do plan to go, someday, and yes, perhaps the most ludicrous aspect of attaining the plainly stated will be overcoming my stagnating GPA.
But I've decided to stop feeling bad about being disinterested and ambivalent towards my studies, at least as long as I'm passing. And I know, I know, it's a waste of time and money, but you work with what you have. Right now, I have 3 years of college credit and a desire to be happy.
And fuck you if you think I need more than that. And fuck you if you think I should have more than that.
This damn world and its judgment, I've decided to stop feeling bad about being disinterested and ambivalent towards my studies, at least as long as I'm passing.
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