Falling in Love

I fell in love with a girl today. Three minutes later I found out she had a 2 year old son. The internet can be disturbing in so many, many ways. This time I don't feel like vomiting because I unwittingly saw decapitated train victims, instead I'm just disturbed with my desires, and my hopelessness.

-Dann

On Food

Sometimes when you buy a loaf of bread, everything you eat takes a sandwich form. Well I bought a loaf of bread plus 60 dollars worth of groceries. My bank account isn't fairing too well these days though. I spent 30 dollars at Chovy's last weekend. I ate like a king, or maybe a pauper.

I think what bothers me is that I have a meal plan, heavily paid for. I'm eating bananas and peanut butter on wheat, hummus on wheat, sometimes just wheat. Why?

Common sense doesn't hinder my convictions. Maybe that's my overly simplified, inscrutable, intangible, unjustified, and overwhelming problem.

-Dann

Skeletons in the Closet

My past haunts me so, so badly like a bad dream. I can't shake it, because Dan is Danny, and Danny is Dan, so tell me Danny why were you so? So cloudy, or head weak.

Have I really evolved or even just changed? I guess it shouldn't matter. Or unless when life is hard, like right now, falling back to when I was naive and excused would be nice.

I'll always be that kid. Sometimes I think about leaving town, you know? Burning my memories into the ground I used to walk on. Oh, me.

-Dan