I wish to be reborn myself! I have lost track of losing track, I am secluded in something like nothing now, and that just doesn't feel quite right.
These days just tick by. I guess because I still have to graduate, but when is waiting ever okay? Applying for jobs and internships, crossing fingers on all the different avenues that someone might maybe let me walk, is this liberty? Is this life? Too fearful of the future to fly.
Maybe that is why I keep coming back to this shadow. Here, this uncompromising inability to fulfill or focus, it defies all of that shit.
